Friday, May 25, 2012

Heart Push

God, where do you want me to go? What do you want me to do? These are often the hardest questions to ask because I am such a planner, independent, and want to do things by myself. It is part of the reason that I have done everything according to the 5 year plan and very rarely taken the leap of faith to step out of my comfort zone. As my life has slowly starting making it's journey towards being physically healthy again I feel a strong urge towards recommitting my life and making myself stronger spiritually. God has been prodding me to open my bible more, read His words, and take time to love on His people. He is calling me to have stronger meaningful relationships, give when I don't feel I can, and to say No when I normally would say Yes despite being maxed out. I love when the Lord prods me to rekindle my relationship with Him. I am thankful that He has provided to me an ample amount of love, blessings, and most importantly forgiveness. I pray that I can go where He leads and take those huge leaps of faith even when it is not comfortable for me.